effa*

okay so like; this years schedule is so totally off;
i chose spanish. but i got no spanish. & like hoenstly i neeedd another language creidt & i dont wanna end up taking it senior yeaar.
on top of thaat. me & justen dont even have classes together.
we been having classes togethre since freshmen year.
i know i know. i make it sound like its the end of the world.
but i worry for him. we have the same classes.
but i dont thinkkk he neeeds thoses classes right now.
he needs to take the calsses he failed. before he doesnt end up graduating in 11'
goddddddd;. and on top of that. i got chemistry.
i mean im excited about havinggg mr danoa anddd arquero there were the best teachers freshmen yeaar. and now i have them again junior yeaar.
but like hoenstlyy. uughh i wish i hadd teacher academy first semester.
justen has it semester 1. andd has the people i dont want him to haave.
how ruined isn't it -_- yeah i sound like im such a complainer.
but STFU you wouldn't klnow [;
Cuase i got issues. big timee. UGH. imma try go counselors tuesday
& figure everything out.
im thinking about droppingg meal management and just takingg language core. but honestly idontknow. ugh!
omg. &&& after justen and evrybody else told me i lost some aass.
i quit doing my daily excerise routinee. that lead me to loosing five pounds.
and nowi think im gainin' it baack! what else could go wrong hoenstly?
PLuuus. mothers gettin on my nerves abouut spending to much & what not.
andddd next week albert comes back so like we plannedd on going water park & crapp.
dammmmn! what's wronggggg with this whole picutre! SOO IRRATATAING.
andd other hoes lkeeep gettin' up in my grill. bitchh fuckk off! what chu trynnaa prove?
cause in my eyes yourrrr tryna prove your just a sidewhaack [;. quitt it with yoru quotes.
you ain't fuckeeeen black * gigggles* bwhahah. eeew.

haahahah ugh imma goo do some sit ups.

EWUH;

wtfuck; lately i've beeen having mood-swings. been stressin out alot
& gettin' irratatedd outta the most simplest things. honestly i think imma get my period soon! UGGH. greaaat my lil brother & lil cousins are mkingnoises in my room im fucken yelling my ehad off for them to get out but they don't

GOOSSSH.
my aunties turningg physco. well in my opinion that is.. hahaha
not litterally turning physco but her actions & bullshit & lies are.! HAHAHAHA.
someone oneeeds to fuckenn make her realize wtfuck she doing! SHEE'S WEEEEIRDDDD..
so i finally got them offfff.

i went beach & the zoo todaays.
& i cmae darkerr how grosssss. UGGH.

4th of july

-me & baby's first fourth of july together.
i spent the half day with my family. not special. just cooked some food & ate.
then caught ride with daddy & mommy. to hilton.
got dropped off. met up with babee. theen headedd t o there room changed.
then went down to the pool. i didnt wanna swim at first cause my hair. AHA! but ugh whatever i just hadd too.
was prettyy fun. got my ears pluugedd & crap & i got a little darkerr i think?! ahah. well i did.
then afterwaards. back up to the room. playyedd with the sister's hah. headed down to kahala mall.
my ehaad was hurting most of the daay! ERGH i hate ittt. mhmm. came bacck. then went down to the lagooon. watched fireworks with babys. hmpmh. was goood [;. got homee
UGHHHHHH my aunty's a bitch* it's a facctt [;

EWUH

i was reading my blogs that i posted about him & i made it sound like he cheated on me or somthing. ahah EWUUH GROSSS> NEVAHEVAH. & if he did. HIS ASS WOULD HAVE BEEN GONE LONG TIME AGO. HAH. funnyy.

PARTAAY @EWAABEACH TODAY.

waiting for that laddy to call about my bag! ERGHH. i hate it when they only have a limited stocccck.