EWUH

i was reading my blogs that i posted about him & i made it sound like he cheated on me or somthing. ahah EWUUH GROSSS> NEVAHEVAH. & if he did. HIS ASS WOULD HAVE BEEN GONE LONG TIME AGO. HAH. funnyy.

PARTAAY @EWAABEACH TODAY.

waiting for that laddy to call about my bag! ERGHH. i hate it when they only have a limited stocccck.

HE

i L♥VE.. he madee it all BETTERRRRR. and convinced me that he acctually does care for me and does love me. im stupidddd. i always think about whats gonna happeeen in the future. rather then livving my lifee TODAAY. he made me realized i shouldn't think about the negative things that might happen later on. and so forth. and said "just be happy with me today & don't worry about what's gonna happen later " [; andd he kept lecturing me about stuff that i couldn't even argue back about. daaaaamnn. someone seriously needs to slaap me in the head because i honestly have a good thaang going on for me right now; & i need to stop my negative thoughts before i pussh him awayy... from time to time i doubt him. but seriouslyy. i shouldn't. from time to timei always start everything..

IGUESSINEEDTOLEARNTOJUSTENJOYWHATIHAVENOWANDNOTTOWORRYABOUTANYTHANGELSE[;

iguess he's acttually the one that can handle me.. <3

OUUWEEEEEEEEEE. myy BABYY! *

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"at least you know he's trying and that yea he really loves you too cause if he never and just gave up then he never; kristal thaslike the most important thing cause you cant really have everything in this world so you do what you want with what you have :)and dont let other ppls stupid opinions in yourpretty head cause they dont know shit ."-ivymaeB.<3


IREALIZED[;

IF?

-this deal/promise, doesnt' work out.
i honestly dont know what i'll do next...

Love/hate

kinnaaa thaang.. okay so we worked things out. let's just see if BOTH ov just can keep it that way & if BOTH of us can keeep the deal we made, fingers cross*..
ugggh. but i serioulsyy need to stop trippin' over the silliest thaangs. like whatt everybody says im the one that always starts it. at least he ain't like before. he talks about stuff with me now.. & he says the sweetest things. SWEEETALKER* for reals. . honestly i need to chill alittle. and i admit i could overrect. but im a girl. i can't helpt it. hmph....
stayying home today. have nothing today.
hes with his family watching transformer's & i got nothing plannedd
watching KARDASHIAN'S OMG kim is soo prettyy. i envy her [;

hahah. waiting for my lumpia to defrost so i can cook em.
joggin' latterr? maybee baby.

HAHA. toooooodles

Lesson

NUMERO UNO!

'no matter how long you know someone, or love someone, trust no mutha fucken bitch , WALLS UP, GUARDS UP. these walls ain't fucken going down in a loong time'


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Day 18

ov summer i think? unless i counted wrong.
well i guess summer's not soo boring after all.
beeeeeen going to babes house lately.
& hanging with his lil sis & what not.
stayyedd till dinner for his house.
kathy, madee us chow funn. was goood [;
hahah. ughh!!!!!!
im at one twenty right now. my summerr goaal is to bee 115.
looseing weight is haard worrrk with all the gooodddd fatty food around yuu!

hahahah. i thought i wasn't gon seeee babe aloot
but i thought wroong.

lalalalalla.


boooredd outttaa my mindd

tooooooodles

EWUH;

cramps,cramps,cramps.
went for a jog today.
grandma cooked me mickey ;D
theeen headed down to local ever to get that top i wanted ;p
spend like thirty minutes debating whether or not i should get so
so i did. uggggh 24 dollars down the drain.
hhahah watever/ its worth it
i hope O___o ? hahah
-summer's days been alright i guess.
i just need fucken CA$H MONEY! UGGGGH;
moneey beencommin' and goin' just like that. & i hate it
i need to get myself a jobb..

SUMMER;

lately has been boring.
ugggh lately al that happened was,

graduation,
one outing day,
got my new camera,
& stayed home.

basicallyy it! i wannt go shopping but its to early cause i know if i buy alot of new cloths imma wear it alot and when school arounds im gonna be all like oh its old
soo ugh just a waste ov money. planning to go ewwa beach tomarrow.
hopefullyy doesn't get cancelldd!!! UGHHHH

andd i only got to see baby twice this summer?
ugggh!!! his maama lefft to go back washington. now his little sister is hre.
i mean im not mad or anythng, and i dont wanna sound selfish.
but i misssshim. i wanna HANG out with himm. yenooo.
i mean dont get me wrong. i understand that he ahs to spend his time with his sister too.
but mhmm. ugh i'll just DEAAAAAAAAL.


lalaal. toooooodles

3/4

okaay so todays basically the last day since we dont need to come to make up test days.
third perioddd exam was smoooth.
didn't have no problems. basicallyy prolly the only easiest examm i'll ever have in mylife since it's dealing with commputers.
and my speeed test it went up to 77 wpm.
anyyways. just finished eating my quaker oat granola bar thingy.w as yummyy (:
hahaha. everybodys dressing up todaay.
it's cuuuteee. im scared for fourth periods exam.
i didn't studdy because i dont know how to studdy.
idddk whats the plans for after school
but i need to buy more ribbon for my candy lei's im making.
my madre was helping me out.
mhmmm. kalihi waena gradd tomarrow, theen prolly mall after? i have no idea?
all i know is that i hope i pass with an A this term for chattergy's

UGHHHH.

tooooooooooodles

JUNE

is finnallyy here ! sophomore year went by supper fast. next thingg yenoo were gonna be gradduatingg TOO.
SENIORS last day is todaay. Graddd on saturday.
goodddddd dammn. birthdays, parties. SUMMER's hereeee...
beach beach beaach. haha. Imma get darker but ohh welllssss. +++++ SHOPPPINGG (:
i get to reunite withh my friendss from ewa & aiea.
& i looovee ittttt (:

soo farrrrrr me & babyy is doing better then evaah'
ever since our whole break up thingg. things are going smoooth.
cant waait for summer to comeee. all the hard work during sophomore year was worth ittttt


tooooodles