BIRTHDAAAY/SHOPPING

mommyys bday was yesterdaay
HAPPYY BIRTHDAYY MOMMYYY<3!

i love this laddaay to death even if she bosses me aroundd, yells at meaan, andd err'
thaang else. i would haave no other motherr then herrrr.
& im grateful for thaat <33

-went shopping yesterday, peaarls & alas.
got my dress
heeeels
tops

met up with babyyy found d shannen on the bus
ffeet were killingg me athe whoole daay !

uggggh FAGG. ohh wells

got yenoo whaat, & relievedd!
no dissapointment for mee!




ohh shaaa!

worrryying;

daaaamn, im reallyy shittin' bricks right now.
why coudl i be so stupid to put myself in this position
i caaant bee in this plaacee !

i reallyy can't
i'll be anoother dissappointment.
seriouslyy ! ERGHHHHHHH,
i don't wannt to put anotherr probleeem in my parents haand.
i'vee made them maad to muuch times alreaady =/

but i don't wanna think of it.
i'll only jinks myself.
so forr nowww i needdaa chill ;[

sundaays

it didn't rain today
which sucks!

me & baby didn't go running
head hurtedd in the morning at first.


babyy roie haeden made one month today

stay home, played games
text, talk
eaaat, small kine sleeep

weent longs
bought lead pencils & chips ^__^
talk to baby
laugh on the phone with cyra choke times

now on this
school tomarrow
bye

RainyDay;

-eeew todayyy was such a rainyy & cold day. that ruinedd myhaair & ruined my plans with babyy to go jogging how saad

went campbell
watch cheerleaaders

raan in the rain
freezin' cold

got mad at alnor
alnor got madd at me

at home
ate, myspace , teext


thaat's iit for todaay

UPDATIN'

okaay so havent wrote in this shit for likeee four daays, haha well tuesdaay, marife came over we went blazin steaaks with mark, then kaaams , theen lanakila park to watch the baseball plaayaah.! and so shaame they was all like OH CHICKS CHICKS CHICKS! hahaha soo ugkly. but yeaaaah JOSHUA tere anns bf was plaayin' soo KRIP! but oh wells. hahaha life goess fckeenn on. daddyy was beingg a bitcch thaat daaay. UGH!

WEDNESDAAAY- freggenn maddaame mosielle called my mom sayingg i forged a note & shit laddaat, but i told my mommy ythat i only did that cause i needed my baack work and i forgot to give her a note alnor told me to sayy that! good thing she believed. she startedd chit chattin with allnor! so shaame & fckkk i haad to force my tongue piercingg in my tonguee again1 and it started bleeding cause she took to loong in my room! ughh i sweaarrrr. but yeaah hoppee it heaaaals. cause i PRAAYY to jesus! LOVEEE IS GOOODDD most deff<333 ;] ;] ;]


Thursdaaays, mhmmm marie fe caamee again to school, then we went blaazin shet i ateeee ugh im getting fatterr ! fuckaah i needaa loosee & eaat healthierr imm staart today! haha well yeaah went homeee then i got my computer baack! finallyyy.


FRIDAAY! toodaay. me and maahh babyy; went waards & quuueens, i both a top and belt! daamm i wanted that shrugg. immaa get it sooon! don;t worry. me & babbyy are going to go jogging tomarrow 1h better waake up! ughhhhhh my mom cookedd chickenn when i alreaady ate subwaay ;[ immaa start my dieet todayy im gonnnaa commit too it <3

haha im goone! byeeee

ANNIVERSARY<3;]

HAPPYYY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARYY BABYYY !
cheee,maan one yeaar dooowwn a trillion billion bazillion caachillion more to go!
likee isaaid foreverr & a dayy fuu'
hahahah he';s mine mine mine mine mine mine mine :] ;] ;]; ;] ;] <3

well, anyyway's we spent the day at shann's room onlyy me & him, hahah while shann went school.
babyy acctuallyy got me a rose. he said sorry cause he couldn't get me anything speciaaal i guess i;ll just have to waait ? hmmm maybe maybee not, but yeah before that we was at christines houe we heklped take care of the babyy, sincee shanns aunty was still out in the house & stuff. but we just went in & told her that we were waiting for shann & it ws half daay. lol.
i caan saay i haad funn with babyy! likee aloott ;] thaank god he didn't needdd to go wrestling.
well schoools tomarrow & i betchaa it's gonna raain! erghh my HAAAIR.
how saaaaddd. but anyywaaays. i;mmaa post up pictures on myspaace soonnerr or laater.

ohh ohh oh! & lauraa & daniel maade a month todayy too.! congrats to him.





HAHAHHA IMHAPPYY! likee ALOOOOTTT.

I LOVE MY BABYYYY FOREVA' &A DAAAAY<3>

----BEEST BELIEVER MUTHAA SUCKKAAAH'

&again;

people iknow are staarting to likee ahem* not my him but the OLDDD him from thaat placee.
whataa faag, soo irratatingg just cause you get all closeey closeeyy withh him doesnt meaan he likee you fuu'
soo stfu! yeaaah i've been in your place before sooner or later it'll be gone just like what happend to me!
soooooooooooo just cause you know him you yall thinkks you thee shiit now!
haha NO.
& in other wooords. myy friennddd fromm alaaskaa starting to like him.
& i dont wannt her to get her heaartbrokeen! cause he flirts aot but i dont wanna tell emm thaat.
& shhannn encourages her to go for it! ughhh. !

hahaha WTVRRRR, SOONER OR LAATER ALL THOSE girls will find out thaat he;s just anotherr come & go! :]


Oh yeaaah, eeeew i was reaadin; ulep;s cousins headline! soo erking they always sayy start the action! & it reminded me of maryy fe and ulep! once marie when call em out she when fuckeen bacck doooowwwn. ! soo fckeeeennnn UGGHHH. i like show her action ! bitch.

--In other woords. babyyyy saaid happyy one day before anniversaary! waas funnyy but sweeet.
but im still bummedd out he isn't gettin me naddaaah. at leaast flowers would be greeaat don't ya think. but we might cutt class & go shann's house. if she leet.

tommarrows the daay !<3>

Genki's

--yeeeh maaan. haha i went there today with cyra, jeremiah, dayne, and daynes brother. but we sat seperately
haahha then peaarls i finallyy bought my self a bagg! jeeeez, i reallyy neededd one! hahah
but yeah i was irratated at first. theen after genki;s i was al good maaa'
HAHAHHA. mhmm i wanted to buy a top but i didnt have enough money ;[ how saad.
but it's all goood i guess.im watching the temptations! daaaamnn it's prettty goood so faar even tho im hardly paying ateention.
babyy went out to eaat.
we maakeee 1 yeaaarrr in two days. UGGH oh yeaah! freggeen FAGG ! he so erking. he make like he haas a problem withhh justen or something! UGHHH. wtvrrrr, i confronteddd.
he saaid he doesnt. fagg bullieeee.

okaaaaaaay im gooneee.

----2 more daays tilll me& babyy make a yeaar <3

CAUGHT!

--haha almost got caught again with my piercing from my maataah. but good thing it ook it out before she told me to stick out my tonguee.
daaangggg, they seriouslyy needaa stopt rippin; about this whole thingg jeez, naah but i understand they don';t want it gettingg infected and stuff.
winterballs almost here. & cyraa;s commingg. im excited! im tryna get her to be chester's datee. but babyy gottaa askk chester first!
haah kinaa akwaard. but i want her to comeee.

OH YEES! peaarls tomarrow with jeremiaaaah, dayneee, UBF & prollyy babyy too.
were gonna go californiaa pizzaa kitchen.

HAHA. well todaay went mary's house, theen alas. theen stayed only like whaat 20 minutes then ivoryyyy & matt picked us up. they droppedd me off farrington. then caame home!
took caree of babyyy roie.
theeeen now im on this shet.

----lalala. 3 more days till me and babyy make a yeaar<3;]

worriedd O_o

ergh, i';m getting really worried. i dont wanna be like THOSE other girls. cause there's so much of them now.
&nd it's getting me reallyy scaareddd.
i know IT's impossiblee just the thought of it. but anything can happen right ?

Slaackin'

---Okaay so there's no school todaay. im hellaa hungrry!
&yesterdaay my Stupiddd Health teacher had to call my mom telling em i;ve beeen late for Four daays.
SHET! no like i do it on purpose.
stuupidd teaacher. i should just ditch that class & my mom tells me you going school or not! i meaan hello! it's laate not ditching.
SERIOUSLYYYY ! they don't know the differencee.
anyywaaays, Period two. was the saame as alwaays did book woork! BORINGGG. &mona kept making us laaugh Cause Mister DEmelloo had spit on his lips again! SHAAAME alreaady. HAHA
Lunch, Erghh was alright Austin wanted to scraap with bryston!
Periodd 3, Did a writing assignent theen catch up woork! tomarow's free daays too. imm abringg soome FOOOD theeen period 4 . FRENCH! wooww my graadee when up to a F from a D. good jobb huh! psssh, wtvr.
Ms Pyun gets on my case cause of thee french boook! it;s sixty two dollars. loose moneey already!

Mhmm, im waiting for shannen to come over bringg me chickeen & the baagg.
Psshaaw! ZEBRA TOMARROW! i seriouslyy needaa go shoppingg.
hahah okaaaay immaa gonners.

---6 more days till me & babyy maakee a yeaarr

Another Daaaay,

--Todaay was an okaay daay, laast night was the blaast. wokee up aroundd 10ish cyraa was awake before me alreaddy. we ateee, held the babyy, took shower, got readdyy, then went down to zippyys to meet up with her momyy. christian andd rhailey came aloong. theey ateee at zippys and i just toko bites off of people. HAHA fatherdeaar picked us up. theeen went to marie fe's house to pick up the bagg imma borrow. im not sure if i should use it or not. it all depends tho. caause yeaah. i reallyy NEEEDDD a baag for schoool. & im craving to go dress shopping! hahah WINTERBALL! but anyywaaays.
Aunties friendd came over to visit JUNO! haha theen he took my computer to fixx it.
daaammn! i doubt its gonna be finish by the seventeeen! i wanted to maake a ne yeaar vidd.
but ohh wells. lifee goess on right';

mhmm enough fornow imma go eaat
^____^

--8 more daays till me & babyy make a yeaarrr <3;]

Catching Up;

--Daangg havn't wroteee here in four daays. & alot of shet happenedddd.
wednesdaayyy thursdaays, argumeents. &maddness. YESTERDAAY! deennggg was the worst fight me & him ever haadddd. i bitched slaaap him right in the faaceee ! my mistaake! i wouldn't stop it cause i was reallyy madddd. ddin't know he would get that madd tho.
but yeaaaaah ! we weent gaame. MHM farringtoon loost! but it's allright. was one good game anyywaay. Hopefullyy neextt yeaar we can win. Pep rallyy in school was alright i guess. Chris falaniko saangg yo excuse me miss! haha & thaat fagg toold me i got niggaah lips! EEEW so gross;;Cyra Michelle & sarah are coming ovaah todaay for rhaileeys birthdayy paarty. i ostly took caree of babyy roie haeden, i fedddd, & carried it. dennnggg it's haard woorrrk.
Babyy weeent chuck e cheeese for a paartaay i think. Anddddd family members are comingg sooon. haha but anywaayssss. get back at this laataaah.


-------9 more daays till me & baby makee a yeaar<3

Election Day!

---Okaaaaay so im Hearing that Obama WON! lmaaaao alright. but yeaah Got home from alas today with babyy. Saaw Florelei & Lester, Jordan, Caryll, Aleeza, Jefferson & some of these Junior Fobs;;; haha but yeah was alright i guess. we ateee/draaank jumba juice, plaaayedd in jungle fun. theee stacking thingy! ugggh i almost got the BIG prizee but i rushed it! speeent likee three dollars there. SHOCKS! next time next time. Hopefullyy there's better prizes. Mhmmm

I speeent my ten todaay! kinaa shetty cause i was saving that so i can get a present for One yeaar.

Guess i gottaa start saving again. I saw this bettsy johnsoon zebra baag & it was so prettty. But it's like 98 dollars. So EXPENSIVEEEE.

theeeeeen after that headded home. I started to feel dizzyy again. I think imm gonna get sicck sooner or laater.

----13 more days till me & babyy make a yeaar<3;]

November 3, 2008

---So todaay was the same school day as usual. Woke Up, Met Up With babe, went school.
then off to period One!
PERIOD ONE was alright i guess. we worked in groups i ws with Kevin and seanna or something like thaat. Was aright i guess. atee recess sticks. it maade my throat hurt a littleee;; so weirddd. But anyyywaays. PERIOD TWO: OMG! was boring as usual. but ono, morginn, chris, and lynee madee it fun . to bad mona was missinggg. OH YEAH morginn looked pretty today! haah i actually did work for his class. then lunch. Met up with baby. & ate my pizza rolls. Ws hellaaa goooddd. YUUM! then Period Three. i found out im getting a C and shet. ERHH i haate math.
but anywaays; Period FOUR! OMG i found out im getting an F all becauseee my stupid French bookl. so irraaz i no like paaay 62 dollars for that. i could spend it on better things. but oh wells life goes on imm try get straight A's tho. HOPE IT"S POSSIBLE.
theen aftaaah school hung out with babyy a littlee then off to peaarls with shannen.
she had to buy a new lip thingy cause the Top thingg came off or whaa'evaaah. ate from the Why pay more menu.
a burrito thingyy & cinnamon twist! . after went back farrington to waait for babyy. cause he had wrestlinggg. thenn headed home!
No School Tommarrow. we don;t know what to do yet.
cause Denniss them wnats us to go witth them, & ivyyyy invited us to go beach. so IDDDDK.

ohh! lalaaaaa. i cooked myself garlic shrimp when i came home! DAAAMMN was yummyy to mmm tummyyy. It's 9:19 pm & i forgot the notebook was on. so im watching it now!

YAAAY my all time favoritee.

haha
-------14 more daays till me &babyy makee a yeaarr <33:];]