okaay..

so i went to all my period's today.
period one took notes about mitosis and ana phase & what nottt, theen worksheet.
recesssss, lalalla. theen period twoo. did some of the take home exaaam and finish upp the story.
period threeee. diddd my worrrk./ & played games a litleee. then lunccch. was with babeee. & we slept. lol. period fourrr. i ended up going health room. & the health room lady is three months pregnant. soo cuutee. i met a new person. name brandy! ahah sheee'ss a freshmen but she looks like a juniorrr.

but yeah after school went ala.s bought my baggg, andd baby's two shirt anddd headsett.
we bought speenddd 50+ on each other all on one daay. WOOOW.
while we was at subwaay. i wanted to eat my clam chowder. but i couldn't even eat haalff.
my throat was stinging like aaa faaacking bitch. i hate having sore throat.
& im fufken hungryy. but i can't eaaat. haaaaaaaaaaaw.

i better get better soon!


STUPIDDDMUTHAAFUCKENNSHEET.HFSDFHSKAJFBADJKFBDSF7HBWJKFB78
^698674356879 (:


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tempted;

alalalalaala;todaaaaaay, this time I had a bi-polar moment.after period fourrrr people wanted to go out & so did I but security didn't let people outmet up with jason & kristen.jason & babee didn't go pep rallyy insteadd they got out ! & went blaazin'sme & kristen went pep rallyy. i saat with phuuc them & christine babyy'but anywaays pep rallyy wasn't that baddd.kinna short since people took long to comee in & what not kinna craapp.after school i got so dammnn irratated at justen.like no joke& i disspointed my bestie Ryo yo; i feeel reallyy badddwe were sopose to go genki's with hiss girlfraand. but yeaah./uggh
these are the times i feeel thatt myy attitude & my emotions gets the worst ov' me & i come off as a selfish bitch ! i hate it. but i can't help it at the same timee.i got major issuesss. & uggh. goooossh. but after thaatthings were going goood.notice that were alwaays off & on , were fucken bi-polar people ! UGHHHH. but honestlyy'
NO MATTAAH THE WHEATH' HE'S MINE'S FOEVAAAA<3

YesterdayOver! 17♥

okay so yesterday startedd off goodddd, just like any other day.
then all ov' a sudden i find out things that erk the crap oput of me
& we ended up having out "silent moments"
& i hate it. liikee what the fuck is up with youu man ! SHIT
fuckenn anger management- BI-POLAAR CRAAAP.
waaat's the whole point of being with him if' he can't put up with all my bitcheyyness'
so eerkking. i always feel like he's giving up on me but can't admit it!
AHHH FAAAAAAAAAKKKKK UUU !
he tells me i'm the best thing that happened to him when he's fucken listing negative things about me.
LIKE OKAAY? is that soppose to make me feel gooddd, soo erking.
yesterdayy i just lost it ! I didn't wanna deal witha ny crap. so i said it's overrrr.

he calledd arounddd tenissh i guess.
acting allc ool & what not. but three hours earlier he was yellinggg at me on the phone.
i neeeddd a MAAN who can handle me no matter what kine situation .
i thought he coulddd... & im still having doubts he can't.
he askked me out though. & i just saaid yess. i still love emm ♥
proove me wroongggg. !


but anyywaays. TODAYY IS OUR One Year Five Months.
Not going peprally
classes are only an hour long & i got carryl tryyna look what i';m writing!
HAHA NOT GONNA HAPPEENN. OOOH ! There she goes again.
lol she can
t seeeem to stop looking hahaha. thaat loooserrr.

was gonna go makino's todaaay but they close one thirty & reopeeen at five. & we ain't paying sixty bucks just to eaat dinenr. haha
so eitherrrr genki's or yakiniku. theenmovies right afterrr.

lalall periodddd three's boring imma plaay gaames.


TOOOOOOODLES

Learning..

finallyyy daddy thought me how to drivee,
beeen waiting since forever. he use to tell me i'll teach you when you have a permit.
haha BUT i got through him & he finally said okaay.
so we weeentt (: bwhahahahha.

was funn. but kinna boring driving around sand islaand. oh wells. lol
i got to drive back home from the samoan store & park it & errthaang'
shuckks i hate parkning but whaateverrr's

so i went back school today. nothing exciteing happened.
ms ponce , we took notes as usual ! ughh
second period nothing muccch for herr. just did the usuall dol andd copying definitions & what not.
& i founddd out some interesting stuff* lol. Like OKAAAY ! girl.
oh & on my waay to mrs's classs at recess. i accidentlyy bumpedd this girls baggg. but i didn't get to say sorry causee she walked reallyfast & i didn't know which girl it was. lmfaao ;p

third period testing. went back class but nobody was there. & i didn't wanna go cafe dutty.
lunch was a fucken BI-polarrr moment AAGAIN. haaw. got some work done & what not kinna crap.

we playyed uno for mister chattergyyy! & fuckkkk we never got luckyy thist ime. we loooostt & never wonn any of the four games.

oh wells life goooesss. on.

byeeeee

sick.

haven't been bloggin' lately. havent had time. been busy with alot os shit'

so yesterday was so bi-polar shit again. but i can't blame myself. i have my damn fucken period.
UGHHH err'thaang was all great till lunch time. isaw some things that bothered the shit out ov' me.
Babe, triedd explaining afterwards. but i ended up still getting mad. when he told mee i ggarrentee you won't ,
But you know what i DID !
& he started getting mad just cause i was mad. like waaatthefuck.
he expects me to understand , when i can't & i will never.
cozz yenoo waht. my mind has been set on one CONCLUSION & it ain't changing.
this probleeem from the beginning ov sophomore yeaar kkeeeps fuckenn hunting me.
like one boomarang that always come back. no matter how much i think i m over it.
im not.
& when i trieddd explaining how i felt at his house.
It's like he wasn't even listening. UGHH !
boys now & daays. make me wanna fucken give uppp.

waaaaaat'evaah. im home, & i didn't go school cause my heaad was poundinggg this morning.
atee subway & clam chowder.


TOOOOOODLESSS