sick.

haven't been bloggin' lately. havent had time. been busy with alot os shit'

so yesterday was so bi-polar shit again. but i can't blame myself. i have my damn fucken period.
UGHHH err'thaang was all great till lunch time. isaw some things that bothered the shit out ov' me.
Babe, triedd explaining afterwards. but i ended up still getting mad. when he told mee i ggarrentee you won't ,
But you know what i DID !
& he started getting mad just cause i was mad. like waaatthefuck.
he expects me to understand , when i can't & i will never.
cozz yenoo waht. my mind has been set on one CONCLUSION & it ain't changing.
this probleeem from the beginning ov sophomore yeaar kkeeeps fuckenn hunting me.
like one boomarang that always come back. no matter how much i think i m over it.
im not.
& when i trieddd explaining how i felt at his house.
It's like he wasn't even listening. UGHH !
boys now & daays. make me wanna fucken give uppp.

waaaaaat'evaah. im home, & i didn't go school cause my heaad was poundinggg this morning.
atee subway & clam chowder.


TOOOOOODLESSS