Venting Moment,

--school,mayday,doctors,kams,bale & orange sherbert.

okaay. period two. babe got me totally stressin' on the fucken reaals. UGGGH.
every damn day we seem to erkked the fuck out ov each others no matter whaat. but at the end of the day we bought act like nothing went wrong 3-5 hours ago. yenoo ?. sometimes i wonderr how it would be like if i break things off. but it's hard. because without him is like a night mare. he's like my Bittersweet love. i love Him & hate him at the very same time. it's not that i hate him it just that i hate how he acts sometimes. like today . lunch timee. UGH he always walks ouut when were together and ditches me. like what's your problem maan. i hate it. he never use to do that. haaw. things change.. i know it's life.. but i can't help it if it bothers me yenoo. im a girl for gosh sake. iddddk. when i tell em what's bothering about him .. he always tells me. maybe you dont even know what you want anymore because you always seeem to find something wrong with me.. i mean it;s not likee theres things wrong with me. i guess its just because i dont wannt that same problem to come again back in the future, or maybe ii expect to much.. or maybe it's just because i dont wanna get hurt.. yeahhh prolly all threee is the reasons. hmph.
sometimes i feel that im gonnaaa expect to much and he's going to feel so locked up and just leave. im scaared.. i knoww were still young. but mhm YOUNG LOVEEEE.